Archive for July, 2008

Hello, It’s Summer Ending

July 30, 2008

So I had this funny story to tell about putting a wedding planning guide with the Women’s Studies books in Barnes and Noble. Not as a statement or anything. Just because that sort of stuff cracks me up.
But then I started thinking about registering for this coming semester.
And ugh.
I love school. I love college. I [...]

Falling Apart

July 29, 2008

I am aware of things, like the way my heart beats in my chest and the way my breathing is, that most people aren’t. I’m aware of head rushes when I stand up, of my heart beating oddly when I panic. I’m aware of being tired. I’m aware of being unnoticeably different.
I’m aware that this [...]

Morning Weirdness

July 27, 2008

So something weird happened this morning.
I woke up, early (okay okay, stop laughing, that’s weird but it’s not the WEIRD THING that I’m talking about) and you know how sometimes, when you first wake up, you’re all disoriented? It was like that. It was five-something (almost six) in the morning and my alarms hadn’t rang.
Or [...]

Words I Love

July 26, 2008

Quotes. In my mind they all hover around the same thing, but I’m not sure anyone else would get that.
The word friends doesn’t seem to stretch big enough to describe how we feel about each other. We forget where one of us starts and the other one stops. –The Second Summer of the Sisterhood
“People find [...]

My Dandelion Wish

July 24, 2008

There’s a phrase, a mantra of sorts, that continually runs through my mind. Sometimes it’s like I believe that if I think it hard enough, they’ll hear it, they’ll get the message without me having to actually tell them.
Please be okay.
Not that telling them would be the worst thing. It’s just that we don’t talk [...]

Happy Music Post

July 23, 2008

Good morning all.
The past week has overwhelmingly been a flurry of what seems to be very bad luck. Taking my car to the mechanic, losing my cellphone, missing meetings, being locked out of my house. It was eventful.
But now my mom is home. And my dad is home. And last night I went to the [...]

We’ll See

July 20, 2008

So I’m giving up on NaBloPoMo. It seems to me that forcing myself to write in here every day just makes my posts all crappy and whatnot.
So yeah.
Possibly I’ll post later tonight. But I don’t know. We’ll see.

Rewind Plz?

July 19, 2008

Ugh.
You know how some days you just WANT TO WAKE UP AND HAVE IT ALL BE A DREAM?
Yeah, today was one of those days.
I missed the meeting.
I had a nightmare.
I felt sick. (Okay okay I KNOW I feel sick a lot. I always have. I don’t know why.)
The engine light came back on in my [...]

Here’s A Fact

July 18, 2008

I’d love to write something GOOD but my head is full of BLARGH.
Fact: I lost my phone today. At Albie’s. I then went back to Albie’s on my lunch and retrieved it.
Fact: I’M WORKING SUNDAY MORNING! WHAT? This news comes with me scrambling to find a Saturday meeting to go to.
Fact: My mommy will be [...]

Questionableness

July 17, 2008

I’m stealing a question-thingy from Erin. And taking full liberties to change/discard the questions as I see fit.
Because I’m fun like that.
1. How has blogging changed your life?
I’ve made some blog-friends and discovered other blogs I like to read. Plus it’s a wonderful place to vent/rant/ramble. 
2. What do you do before bedtime?
Usually I write, or [...]